It's always the person you least expect to lose that leaves your life. It was such a shock. I still sit here trying to take it all in. My dad, so young and vibrant was taken away from me and my family two weeks ago. In ways I still don't know if it's fully hit me, but I keep strong. At least I try to. Sure there are moments where I break down and question everything this world has to offer. But I'm happy, because I know that he isn't in pain any more and that is what is important to me. And I have supportive friends and family to help me get through this tough time. But other than that... All is well... The love life is blooming... I couldn't be happier with him.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
I've never really been on to write about my life and what I think... But maybe it's time. So basically when ever and what ever I feel at an given moment I'll just write it out here. So what's on my mind right now you ask? Well I have a best friend, like any other person, and she and I have known each other for close to seventeen years. So this means that I know her family and she knows mine. Anyways... for a few years now I've been falling for her older brother. He and I have always been close but lately things have been becoming more flirty and I started getting that feeling that he likes me a little more than just as friends. We both hinted to each other that going on a date would be something we would want to do... But now I'm not so sure what I should do... My bestfriend (his sister) said she finds it a little wierd. But I'm sick of being in relationships where the guy doesn't take the time to get to know me. But this guy... well he knows me, so I think it would work out. Oh well... I guess I'll just have to see where all this goes.