Random

Doesn't every girl dream of finding a guy who rides a bike and getting to wear that totally awesome jacket and helmet? I know I do!!!

Shopping

I went shopping with a friend and we found these dresses and pair of shoes... I just had to get a picture of them... Love them so much... I wish I had bought them... But sadly I didn't have money on me... Oh well... Maybe next time :D

Weather

Okay... I know this is so utterly random... But I just have to vent about the Toronto weather. Seriously... What the hell is up with the weather??? I woke-up this morning and it was B-e-a-t-i-f-u-l!!! The sun was shinning, it was an okay temperature (nothing like Wednesday... but acceptable). And then by the time the afternoon rolled around... it was dark, raining and cold. Honestly can the weather not make its mind up? But putting the weather aside... I did manage to have a decent day. And now it make it perfect I am going to go watch the movie "Bride Wars" with my mom. Perfect Mother-Daughter movie. And tomorrow I am doing a wonderful 5km hike... It's called the Bell Walk For Kids. That should be fun... I think I'll make it 2km before my legs start to kill!!! LMAO!!! Wish me luck!

Time

Some of us wish we had more time, other wish there was less. I think sometimes I sway between the two. It usually depends on what my mood is and what plans I have for the day. For example, today i wish there was less. Mostly it's because my mom is home from work today. Don't get me wrong... I love my mom with my whole heart... But she's picky... The perfect example is my room. If it isn't completely spotless and in order I risk the chance of having all the contents of my closet thrown out onto my bedroom floor. And yes... That is exactly what happened. I've spent the past two days cleaning and organizing so that my room is up to her standards. I don't mind too much... But that's because I actually like cleaning and organizing. But my room is the place where I shouldn't have to worry about that. I don't see a problem so long as I can find everything. And I always can. But back to the topic at hand. They say that time heals all wounds. They should really say that time makes the wounds deeper first... and than heals them ever so slowly. So basically... I have a love-hate relationship with time.

Changes

It's always the person you least expect to lose that leaves your life. It was such a shock. I still sit here trying to take it all in. My dad, so young and vibrant was taken away from me and my family two weeks ago. In ways I still don't know if it's fully hit me, but I keep strong. At least I try to. Sure there are moments where I break down and question everything this world has to offer. But I'm happy, because I know that he isn't in pain any more and that is what is important to me. And I have supportive friends and family to help me get through this tough time. But other than that... All is well... The love life is blooming... I couldn't be happier with him.

First Blog

I've never really been on to write about my life and what I think... But maybe it's time. So basically when ever and what ever I feel at an given moment I'll just write it out here. So what's on my mind right now you ask? Well I have a best friend, like any other person, and she and I have known each other for close to seventeen years. So this means that I know her family and she knows mine. Anyways... for a few years now I've been falling for her older brother. He and I have always been close but lately things have been becoming more flirty and I started getting that feeling that he likes me a little more than just as friends. We both hinted to each other that going on a date would be something we would want to do... But now I'm not so sure what I should do... My bestfriend (his sister) said she finds it a little wierd. But I'm sick of being in relationships where the guy doesn't take the time to get to know me. But this guy... well he knows me, so I think it would work out. Oh well... I guess I'll just have to see where all this goes.